Anxious

I haven't posted here for awhile. Things have been so hectic in my life. Between fixing the house, getting packed, moving in, getting things ready for the surgery, fundraising, tying up loose ends, etc...I haven't had time to breathe. Everything has been happening so fast the last two weeks. This week one road block after another has happened. Hopefully it will all work itself out.
My surgery is November 20. We leave for California tomorrow. I am less than 2wks away. The thing that hurts most is that my kids will not be there. If there is none thing I want it's to see my babies faces right before I go under. Who wouldn't want to see the loves of their life right before going under for brain surgery. Especially half a country away from home.
Well I will try to keep everything updated and keep everyone posted. I got to get off here to get busy. So many things to do with so little time. OH BOY!!! Much love to you all