Bad days

Lately there are some mornings I wake up unable to see right, walk right, talk right, just function on general. The last time things like this started happening was when things started shutting down. I try not to get scared or worry but its not possible.
I have more bad days than good ones and its taking a toll on my family and I. We are all scared but no one expresses it. All are trying to stay strong for each other. The other day I woke with the whole side of my face sloped and I couldn't talk right. It wore off after a couple of hours and I could finally carry on a conversation normally. So many don't understand because I don't let anyone around me when I am like this. My kids and my husband has seen it but they just hold their fear on.
Today has been a weird head day. I haven't had a headache just head pains. They aren't constant but when they happen it takes me down. Head pains are worse than headaches as for the pain but headaches are bad on the continuous side.
I was sitting at the sinner table tonight and went to hand the corn to my husband when my arm gave out on me. It was just for a few seconds but long enough to scare me. Now its almost bedtime and I feel like I am in a daze...a robot mode. I will tell you its not a fun thing to feel. Well I am going to lay down and hopefully I will feel better in the morning.